Preparation

As I prepare for our departure of Japan, I can't help but feel a little anxious...

When I left for Japan, I was running away. I was running away from the debt that I had made for myself. I was running away for the bad decisions I had made. So, I can't help but feel a little nervous about returning to the town where all those things happened. Will I be able to make better decisions, both financially and personally? Have I grown up in Japan and, if so, have I grown up enough?

I hope to think that I have. I've spent the last three years ridding myself of the debt and bettering myself as a person. I think that I have grown up tremendously and I just hope it shows. I just want to prove myself.

I can't wait to be back HOME!